December 2009
#3 Christmas
No spirit. I feel really sad today. I’m going to see family who I don’t really talk to and no one’s home with me right now. I opened all my presents by myself today, how lonley. Oh well, I guess I should just make the best of today I suppose.
#2 knowing when enough is enough
I think we’ve been dealing with this for too long. Baby, we’re not even in love anymore. It’s sad, we’ve dealt with each others shit for way too long. I love you, but what about my self morals? it’s sad, coz people tell us we’re their ‘ideal couple’ But I didn’t know the ideal couple went through this.
We used to be happy. Then we fell in...
#2 get more sleep
Although I sleep early, I always wake up juuust as early. I’m really tired. I wish I could sleep more. I always have weird dreams too, so I wake up and lay there for hours. Insomnia? Not really, just.. can’t sleep. I don’t even know.
#1, learning to let go
It’s hard I guess, but I mean, it’s something I’ll have to adjust to it. I mean, it’s not big deal… right?
It’s gotten really hard to trust you, it really has. I don’t feel like talking to you the same way as I used to. Yeah, we can joke around and stuff. But I don’t feel like I can tell you my secrets anymore.
For you, you’re just straight...
It sucks that I had to delete my old tumblr. I had so much on there, and I feel like this one will never do. I doubt I’ll even check on this one. It bothers me that people pry into my business, and need to know what’s going on in my fucking life. You don’t need to ask him what happened. If you’re reading MY SHIT you should just ask me.
I had how I can’t even trust...
Nothing will compare to my old tumblr. =[